OMG!! Wake up ppl wake up!!!!

BREAKING NEWS: EArthquake strikes the already-pathetic land of Sumatra again!!

U know what the rlly scary thing about this is?! why my heart is beating and adrenaline pumping like pre-SPM results?

I FELT the tremors! Yea unbelievable shit rite? I was sitting here, chatting on msn, then I felt my mouse shake. I looked down to the base of my com table to see whether my hp was ringing or sth but NTh. NAda. Zilch. Just the wheels of the com table shaking with absolutely nth I could account the movement for! That freaked me. Big time. By the time I felt them for the third time, I just dismissed it as some... I dunno.. late night road construction or vibrations from loud blasting radio.. I couldn't explain it at all.

Nth else happened after the 3rd tremor. I didn't give another thought to it until Kuah told me his uncle said Goodyear got earthquake. I tot he had lost his mind, years of dry cynicism finally getting to him. But then, I rmb what happened half an hour ago.

I shivered. I was worried sth might happened here. I mean, to feel it all the way from there, it must be huge.

Let me say this again. I felt the tremors of a 8.2 richter quake.

Now breathe.

It's bed time now. They just finished collecting funds for reconstruction. This is so unfair to the Indons.

I felt the tremors that are prob gonna swallow lives tmw again. And u know how I feel now? Petrified. Stupefied. Terrified. Horrified. CNN's not releasing the report of casualties yet so I rlly don't know. I felt the tremors. They're prob all still sleeping, like the many of you who slept thru the shakings. The only difference is that over there, there might be a giant killer wave coming for the dreaming.

Fear died down a little after more chatting and speculating.
I just keep feeling this sense of injustice.
And after I felt the tremors, it felt like Death grazed passed me. I felt it. THe Death that was of no concern to me. It was sth that happened only to strangers in the newspapers.

It made all my problems selfish and my existence, well, vulnerable. Small. Unimportant. FOr that few minutes of post-realization anyway.

So what if tomorrow never comes?
There are many things bottled up in this wretched mind of mine. Thing that uneases me is that what if one day everything just dies along with me?

I just hope so bad that they've evacuated everyone by now.